March 2011
One happy day is a miracle.
My aim is to understand love. I know how alive I felt when I was in love, and I know that everything I have now, however interesting it might seem, doesn’t really excite me. But love is a terrible thing: I’ve seen my girlfriends suffer and I don’t want the same thing to happen to me. They used to laugh at me and my innocence, but now they ask me how it is I manage men so well. ...
“I’m going back, or, rather, part of me is going back to that world where...”
“I saw nothing but that light then. And then this next thing, this next thing...”
“I’m scared that I will undoubtedly fuck up anything that is good in my life....”
When a dove becomes light becomes laughter.
Dove –noun 1. any bird of the family Columbidae, especially the smaller species with pointed tails. Compare pigeon ( def. 1 ) . 2. a pure white member of this species, used as a symbol of innocence, gentleness, tenderness, and peace. 3. ( initial capital letter ) a symbol for the Holy Ghost. 4. an innocent, gentle, or tender person. 5. Also called peace dove. a person, especially one in public...
